A few months ago, I stood on the edge of a cliff of jagged rocks---they overlooked a sea of vastness and beauty, the waves sparkling as if millions of sapphire diamonds were shimmering under the sun. At that particular moment, I had no where to turn...except to my sweet Jesus. No direction could lead me where I wanted to go---hell, I didn't know where I wanted to go. I asked the Lord, "What do you do...what do you do when everything you thought you knew, you don't know...and the very place you never wanted to be is exactly where you are. What do you do when you have no direction and have no idea what the next minute holds.." When Papa answered, he said something that resounded in my Spirit and has will forever remain etched in my mind....he said...

You Let God be God.

Those words sparked a moment where I have never felt so small...I found myself closing my eyes, feeling the magnitude and majesty of our King, and knowing it is He and I...no others. no sounds. no people. He is the constant. He is the continuity. A direct connection with my creator, a place of intimacy unbeknownst to the rest of the world.

I was reminded of this moment tonight after I asked Mark if he had specific days that stood out in his mind and heart as the best days of his life...he had a few...I had a few. I love our relationship. He is becoming my best friend. We can talk for hours about the dreams and visions of our hearts...searching for truth. substance. something thats real....

So much is happening right now. So much. Jesus give me dreams.